Knocked Me Back To Memories.

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Today I hit my head.

it knocked me back to memories of you that I thought were dead. 
IM SO ANGRY AT YOU ~
 

... you've left me so broken. 

                                                              YOU TOOK THE EASY WAY OUT. .... (again)

  
  You said if you ever had the opportunity you'd take it - and you did

You weren't joking.  

Email from Josephus.

hey ma,
wats goin on back home. i feel old. i feel irresponsible. when u were my age u were raisin a little boy. u put shoes on his feet, got him dressed every morning. made him dinner every nite. u would wipe your tears before he got home from school and put that smile on when he got home so he would think u were happy. u took him out for ice cream instead of getting your hair done. mama, we struggled for 19 years and from the bottom of my foundation im tellin u how i feel and i love u...


This email was sent to me on Tue 9/16/08 4:42 PM from my son Josephus at Camp Taji Iraq 2008